Just don't understand

I just don't understand kya ho rha hai. Ek time tha jab bed pe girte hi neend aajati thi, aur ab 2 ghante tak imagine karna pdta hai ki tumhare sath hoti toh kya karti, kya bolti, kya baat karte.... Pehle sapne nhi aate thay, ab sapne aate hain. Aaj subeh sapna aaya tha ki tumhare ghar me hu, shayd married hu. Kuch event tha toh sab aaye hue thay, bhot sare relatives. Bheed thi bhot. Vahan sab aise treat krre hain jaise mai koi outsider hu, jaise bas mauka hi dhund rahe hain mujhe taunt krne ka but on the other hand I'm giving my best to ghar vale aur jitne bhi bacche hain they are happy. Neha didi nhi dikhi thi. Vinita didi dikhi toh vo ye sab notice krri thi ki how I'm treating everyone so nicely and friendly. Sab ko hasana... Bacche bhi comfortable hai. Mast ekdum. Toh vo aise hi apne pas bulati hain aur side me baithne ko bolti hain... Fir aise hi puchti hain ki tum apna instagram page dikhao, maine bola nhi hai, kehti koi social media account, maine bola nahi hai. Bas aise hi... Fir vo pata nhi kyu khush ho jati hain, maybe she was expecting ki meri social media pe pictures hongi obscene n all... But account hi nhi hai. Fir mai karwat lene lag gyi toh neend khul gyi. Ajeeb hi sapne aate hain. Uss din papa vala aaya tha. Koi ni yar. Tum aajao. Sach bolu toh jo kuch bhi WA pe likha tha, vo bs one side ka emotion tha. Bs physical. Sach bolu toh mujhe kuch nhi chaiye. Bas sath baithna hai aur baatein karni hain. Bhot saari. Bas sath baithna hai jaise rajiv chowk pe baith Jaya krte thay platform pe, ya VC lawn, ya kisi cafe me... Kahin bhi. Bas baat karni hai, vo presence chaiye, ki tum bagal me baithe ho. Koi gift nhi chaiye, kuch materialistic nahi. Bas vo kuch ghante aur bhot saari baatein. Jo shyd uss ek din ke baad na jaane kab milengi. 

Milte hain. See you soon. 

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