A break

I don't know what's happening at your end. But I know about my side. All I want to say is mujhe kuch din text mat karna. Mujhe kisi se baat krne ka Mann nhi hai. 10-15 days. My mind is just overly disturbed. And I'm not able to process even smaller things. Isliye please don't expect anything out of me. Don't expect that I'll be sharing things and notifications with you. Khud se dekhlena sab. I just don't want to talk with anyone. I am just done. Can't find peace.

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Stay away

I really didn’t like the way you wrote kal ka blog. Maine apna blog isliye nhi likha tha that you will write just a reaction on that in your blog but you did. I’m so sorry. Blog should be whatever you want to write and I should not have any say in that, you can do whatever you like. But bro! since I clearly mentioned that I don’t want any kind of sympathy so please. It didn’t helped me rather it worsened my state of mind. The time I was reading it in the morning, I promised myself that I will not write any blog from now onwards because reading your blog made me so sick in head, and the funny part was that even if I have bad days, I begin my next morning with a hope that things will change today but now you can expect what have I felt after reading your blog. Seriously I don’t need your help. I don’t need anyone’s help and I don’t need anyone. Blog should be yours, not for me. Now you must be thinking that how rude I am that you have your exam after two days and I am saying such bad thi...
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